I am still struggling to find myself back and not to compare my grown up phase with anyone else

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I genuinely spent my energy so hard until I thought that I didn’t enjoy it, really. Losing my whole free time and filling it with toxic productivity really got me losing myself. I realized that I was pleasing people when I didn’t please my own self. I hope I can take back my words when I said, “I need to get my time faster because adulting is fun.” No, being an adult is tough. But that’s the moral of journey. Sometimes living is not that fun but you still can laugh. I am minding if I want to get successful, so I must be out of the comfortness. But then, I should try not to avoid my happiness.


I invite you to join me on a journey towards a vague sense of self awareness, or at least some narcissistic navel gazing, which I will carefully endeavour to keep as random and rambling as possible

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Since you asked, I’m an aimless millenial who loves red lipstick, cats and dogs, long hikes, the eerie hours of the early morning when no one else is yet awake, and contemplating the meaninglessness of life with all its rich possibilities. I like lots of other things, too, of course, but long drawn out introductions do tend to feel a little awkward, and besides, (God forbid!) my mum might be reading this (hi, mum). A lady needs a little mystique 😉