I am still struggling to find myself back and not to compare my grown up phase with anyone else

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I genuinely spent my energy so hard until I thought that I didn’t enjoy it, really. Losing my whole free time and filling it with toxic productivity really got me losing myself. I realized that I was pleasing people when I didn’t please my own self. I hope I can take back my words when I said, “I need to get my time faster because adulting is fun.” No, being an adult is tough. But that’s the moral of journey. Sometimes living is not that fun but you still can laugh. I am minding if I want to get successful, so I must be out of the comfortness. But then, I should try not to avoid my happiness.

https://ezrarisdavianti.wordpress.com/2021/09/08/getting-new-perspectives-as-an-adult

The fortunate side to my life is that I am a happy person

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I do cope with my depression in different ways so that I keep going and I am happy to say that I am still learning everyday as I go.

https://craftwithkori.wordpress.com/2021/03/22/death-and-its-effects-in-my-life