I feel like I am betraying the real and awesome me for someone who does not even exist

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I just want to clarify that I am not trying to romanticize my sufferings and neither am I trying to justify my shortcomings. All I want to say is that I accept myself for whatever I am (good or bad) and while I should do everything in my power to overcome my limitations but I cannot hold my real-self accountable to the standards of a fiction (i.e. the made-up non-existent version of myself).

https://soumyabansal.wordpress.com/2021/03/30/me-v-me